The Anatomy of Simon Magus

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A Warning to Young Men, in Reference to Their Entry upon Spiritual Offices in the Church

CHAP. VI. A Warning to Young Men, in reference to their Entry upon Spiritual Offices in the Church.

A Warning to Young Men, in Reference to Their Entry upon Spiritual Offices in the Church

SUCH is commonly the heat of Youth in poſting towards Preferment, that it out-runs p. 159 the conſideration, not only of the proper Ends, but alſo of the diſproportion of its own Abilities, for the diſcharge of the great and weighty Duties of the high Office and Imployment to which it aſpires: For, as Calvin ſays truly, Contigit omnes fere juvenes turgidos eſſe, & faſtuoſos, tanquam nubes tranſvolare poſſent: It is incident almoſt to all Youths, to be big of Self-conceit, and proudly to raiſe their Feathers, as if they could Mount above the Clouds.

SUCH is commonly the heat of youth in posting towards preferment, that it out-runs the consideration, not only of the proper ends, but also of the disproportion of its own abilities, for the discharge of the great and weighty duties of the high office and employment to which it aspires. For, as Calvin says truly, Contigit omnes fere juvenes turgidos esse, & fastuosos, tanquam nubes transvolare possent. (‸It is incident almost to all youths, to be big of self-conceit, and proudly to raise their feathers, as if they could mount above the clouds.)

So that, like Phaeton, they muſt needs be ſet in their Father’s Chariot, though the Event of their prepoſterous Undertaking ſhould be, to precipitate themſelves to their own Ruine, and to hazard to ſet the World on fire. And through ſuch prepoſterous Indiſcretion, doth it come to paſs, that many Young Men aſpiring to the p. 160 Holy Calling of the Miniſtery, do both in their Entry thereto, and afterwards in the Exerciſe thereof, ſtumble into thoſe Errours, which bewray miſplaced and diſordered Affections; and are ſuitable neither to the Dignity, nor Divine Ends of that Sacred Function.

So that, like Phaeton, they must needs be set in their father’s chariot, though the event of their preposterous undertaking should be, to precipitate themselves to their own ruin, and to hazard to set the world on fire. And through such preposterous indiscretion, does it come to pass, that many young men aspiring to the holy calling of the ministry, do both in their entry thereto, and afterwards in the exercise thereof, stumble into those errors, which betray misplaced and disordered affections; and are suitable neither to the dignity, nor divine ends of that sacred function.

Miſtake me not, Dear Brethren, as if it were my deſign to reproach Young Men, or by reflecting upon others, to purchaſe an Opinion of the innocency of mine own paſt Youth, from thoſe Infirmities and Errours which are incident to others; (nay, I deſire rather to be humbled in the ſight of God, for the leaſt Errour or Irregularity, whereunto I am ſenſible that the Folly of my Youthful Affections have betray’d me.) But what I ſpeak is out of compaſſion, and for precaution, that you may the more attentively p. 161 watch againſt thoſe Dangers into which the temerarious Fervour of that imprudent Age, may drive you headlong: For thus it is, I fear, that many are led into the Snare of Simony. And therefore I deſire to warn all who are aiming at this Holy Calling, that they would take heed how they enter thereupon.

Mistake me not, dear brethren, as if it were my design to reproach young men, or by reflecting upon others, to purchase an opinion of the innocency of mine own past youth, from those infirmities and errors which are incident to others; (nay, I desire rather to be humbled in the sight of God, for the least error or irregularity, whereunto I am sensible that the folly of my youthful affections have betrayed me.) But what I speak is out of compassion, and for precaution, that you may the more attentively watch against those dangers into which the temerarious fervor of that imprudent age, may drive you headlong: For thus it is, I fear, that many are led into the snare of simony. And therefore I desire to warn all who are aiming at this holy calling, that they would take heed how they enter thereupon.

Wherefore, as I have ſufficiently ſhewed before, how great and hainous a Crime this ſin of Simony is; ſo now I adjure thee in the fear of God, whoſoever thou art, that deſigneſt to undertake the Sacred Office of the Miniſtery in the Church of Chriſt, as thou wouldſt wiſh to avoid the formidable Guilt of that Sin, and to enter upon that Holy Function, and ſerve him with a good Conſcience therein, who fees in ſecret, and ſearches the p. 162 Hearts and Reins, and will render unto every one according to their ways; that thou ſeriouſly conſider what thou art doing; and before thou preſume to meddle therewith, ſtrictly examine whether thou be Call’d of God thereto. For the Lord will have none to ſerve him in his Houſe, but thoſe who are called by himſelf: And therefore the Apoſtle Paul hath told us,156 That no Man taketh this Honour to himſelf, but he that is called of God, as was Aaron: And it is this, that he ſo often pleads for the Authority of his own Miniſtery,157 That he was called, and ſet apart of God thereto: Whereupon Chryſoſtom ſays,158 Ʋbique ſe vocatum commemorat; oſtendens, quod non ambiendo adeptus ſit, ſed vocatus acceſſerit: He all ways mentions him-himſelf to be called, ſhewing, p. 163 That he had not courted that Office by indirect Means, but that being called, he came thereto.

  1. 156. Heb. 5.4. [moved in the edition]
  2. 157. Rom. 1.1. 1 Cor. 1.1. Gal. 1.15. [moved in the edition]
  3. 158. In Rom. 1. [moved in the edition]

Wherefore, as I have sufficiently showed before, how great and heinous a crime this sin of simony is; so now I adjure you in the fear of God, whosoever you are, that design to undertake the sacred office of the ministry in the church of Christ, as you would wish to avoid the formidable guilt of that sin, and to enter upon that holy function, and serve him with a good conscience therein, who sees in secret, and searches the hearts and reins, and will render unto every one according to their ways; that you seriously consider what you are doing; and before you presume to meddle therewith, strictly examine whether you be called of God thereto. For the Lord will have none to serve him in his house, but those who are called by himself. And therefore the apostle Paul has told us, that no man takes this honor to himself, but he that is called of God, as was Aaron.159 And it is this, that he so often pleads for the authority of his own ministry, that he was called, and set apart of God thereto.160 Whereupon Chrysostom says, Ubique se vocatum commemorat; ostendens, quod non ambiendo adeptus sit, sed vocatus accesserit. (‸He always mentions ‸himself to be called, showing, that he had not courted that office by indirect means, but that being called, he came thereto.)161

  1. 159. Heb‸ 5:4. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 160. Rom‸ 1:1. 1 Cor‸ 1:1. Gal‸ 1:15. [moved here by the editor]
  3. 161. In Rom‸ 1. [moved here by the editor]

And without this Call, and Commiſſion from God, none hath right to Adminiſter the ſame: For,159 How ſhall they Preach (ſays the ſame Apoſtle,) except they be ſent? And therefore, although God hath been pleaſed, for preventing that confuſion, which vain pretenſions to a Divine Call might introduce into his Church, to appoint an Ordinary way for the confirmation of his own Call, by the Seal of Eccleſiaſtical Ordination; yet, when that Seal is procured from the hands of Men, where the Call is wanting from the hands of God, it is of ſmall ſignificancy; it is but the ſetting up of a Man in an Office in the Houſe, without the Maſter’s conſent. Therefore again, I p. 164 warn thee, ſtrictly to examine, before thou preſume to enter upon this Office, Whether thou be Called thereunto by God: For, if without his Call, by indirect means, thou thruſt thy ſelf into it, what wilt thou Anſwer in the Day when the Maſter of the Houſe ſhall call his Servants to an account, and finding thee amongſt them, ſhall put home this Queſtion to thee, Amice, quomodo huc intraſti? Friend, how cameſt thou in hither? Whatſoever thou may’ſt deviſe to ſay now for thy ſelf before Men, I fear, then thou ſhalt be ſpeechleſs; and what the end thereof ſhall be, thou may’ſt eaſily preſage.

  1. 159. Rom. 10.15. [moved in the edition]

And without this call, and commission from God, none has right to administer the same. For, how shall they preach (says the same apostle,) except they be sent?162 And therefore, although God has been pleased, for preventing that confusion, which vain pretensions to a divine call might introduce into his church, to appoint an ordinary way for the confirmation of his own call, by the seal of ecclesiastical ordination; yet, when that seal is procured from the hands of men, where the call is wanting from the hands of God, it is of small significancy; it is but the setting up of a man in an office in the house, without the master’s consent. Therefore again, I warn you, strictly to examine, before you presume to enter upon this office, whether you be called thereunto by God. For, if without his call, by indirect means, you thrust yourself into it, what will you answer in the day when the master of the house shall call his servants to an account, and finding you amongst them, shall put home this question to you, Amice, quomodo huc intrasti? (‸Friend, how came you in hither?) Whatsoever you may devise to say now for yourself before men, I fear, then you shall be speechless; and what the end thereof shall be, you may easily presage.

  1. 162. Rom‸ 10:15. [moved here by the editor]

Now, when I warn thee to examine thy Call from God, I do not bid thee ſearch after it by any extraordinary Signs, or wait upon any immediate Revelation from Heaven, to aſſure p. 165 thee thereof; but I would have thee ſeriouſly to conſider, Whether thou findeſt a concurrence of theſe things upon thine own Heart, which God worketh by his Spirit, as things which he neceſſarily requireth in thoſe whom he calls; and thereby thou may’ſt come to know, whether thou be Call’d of him, or not.

Now, when I warn you to examine your call from God, I do not bid you search after it by any extraordinary signs, or wait upon any immediate revelation from heaven, to assure you thereof; but I would have you seriously to consider, whether you find a concurrence of these things upon your own heart, which God works by his Spirit, as things which he necessarily requires in those whom he calls; and thereby you may come to know, whether you be called of him, or not.

Firſt, Conſider then the End thou propoſeſt unto thy ſelf in this Holy Function: For, whom God calls, he ſets their Eye upon the right End. Now, the great End of the Miniſtery of the Goſpel, is, The Glory of God, and the Salvation of Man. That this was the End of God’s ſending forth Miniſters to preach the Goſpel, that for his Glory they ſhould make manifeſt the tranſcendent Riches of his Grace in Chriſt; and p. 166 be Inſtruments, by diſpenſing the Means of Grace, for the Converſion of Souls, and for advancing them by Faith in the Lord Jeſus, to the participation of eternal Life and Happineſs, is clear from the Words of the Apoſtle Paul, who ſpeaking to the Epheſians of his Miniſtery, in the Myſtery of the Goſpel, ſays, whereof I was made a Miniſter,160 — that I ſhould Preach among the Gentiles, the unſearchable Riches of Chriſt. And to the Corinthians, ſhewing forth the end of his Miniſtery,161 ſays, God who commanded the Light to ſhine out of Darkneſs, hath ſhined in our Hearts, to give the Light of the Knowledge of the Glory of God, in the Face of Jeſus Chriſt. And, in his Speech before King Agrippa, he declares, That the End for which Jeſus Chriſt had appeared unto him, to p. 167 make him a Miniſter of the Gentiles, was, To open their Eyes,162 and to turn them from Darkneſs to Light, and from the Power of Satan to God, that they might receive Forgiveneſs of Sins, and Inheritance among them which are ſanctified by Faith that is in him. Nay, that this is the great deſign of God in the Miniſtery of the Goſpel, who is ſo ignorant as not to know? And therefore, he will have the ſame to be the deſign of all who undertake the Miniſtery thereof: For, if he will have this to be the principal End of all our Actions, ſaying,163 Whether ye eat, or drink, or whatſoever ye do, do all to the Glory of God. Much more will he have it to be the principal End in that work, wherein his Glory, and the Salvation of Souls are more immediately concerned. So that, if thou be p. 168 Call’d of God, thine Eye will be upon this, as the principal End and Scope that thou aimeſt at. But he who deſigns not this, but intends his own Preferment, or Profit, to which he reſolves to make the Miniſtery ſubſervient, as a Mean to raiſe him from the Dunghill; or, it it may be, as a reſcue from Poverty, or from the contempt of a broken Fortune, I’m ſure, is not Called of God. And it is no wonder to ſee ſuch a one fall into the Suare of Simony, ſince baſe Deſigns find hardly Abettors, but ſuch as are procured by Bribes. But, what he will Anſwer, when the Lord ſhall put home to him both theſe Queſtions together, Amice, quomodo huc intrâſti? Friend, how cameſt thou in hither? And again, Amice, quorſum huc intraſti? Friend, for what End cameſt thou in hither? I know not.

  1. 160. Eph. 3.7, 8. [moved in the edition]
  2. 161. 2 Cor. 4.6. [moved in the edition]
  3. 162. Acts. 26.18. [moved in the edition]
  4. 163. 1 Cor. 10.31. [moved in the edition]

First, consider then the end you propose unto yourself in this holy function. For, whom God calls, he sets their eye upon the right end. Now, the great end of the ministry of the gospel, is, the glory of God, and the salvation of man. That this was the end of God’s sending forth ministers to preach the gospel, that for his glory they should make manifest the transcendent riches of his grace in Christ; and be instruments, by dispensing the means of grace, for the conversion of souls, and for advancing them by faith in the Lord Jesus, to the participation of eternal life and happiness, is clear from the words of the apostle Paul, who speaking to the Ephesians of his ministry, in the mystery of the gospel, says, whereof I was made a minister, — that I should preach among the Gentiles, the unsearchable riches of Christ.163 And to the Corinthians, showing forth the end of his ministry, says, God who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, has shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God, in the face of Jesus Christ.164 And, in his speech before King Agrippa, he declares, that the end for which Jesus Christ had appeared unto him, to make him a minister of the Gentiles, was, to open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, that they might receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in him.165 Nay, that this is the great design of God in the ministry of the gospel, who is so ignorant as not to know? And therefore, he will have the same to be the design of all who undertake the ministry thereof. For, if he will have this to be the principal end of all our actions, saying, Whether you eat, or drink, or whatsoever you do, do all to the glory of God.166 Much more will he have it to be the principal end in that work, wherein his glory, and the salvation of souls are more immediately concerned. So that, if you be called of God, your eye will be upon this, as the principal end and scope that you aim at. But he who designs not this, but intends his own preferment, or profit, to which he resolves to make the ministry subservient, as a mean to raise him from the dunghill; or, ‸ it may be, as a rescue from poverty, or from the contempt of a broken fortune, I’m sure, is not called of God. And it is no wonder to see such a one fall into the snare of simony, since base designs find hardly abettors, but such as are procured by bribes. But, what he will answer, when the Lord shall put home to him both these questions together, Amice, quomodo huc intrasti? (‸Friend, how came you in hither?) And again, Amice, quorsum huc intrasti? (‸Friend, for what end came you in hither?) I know not.

  1. 163. Eph‸ 3:7, 8. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 164. 2 Cor‸ 4:6. [moved here by the editor]
  3. 165. Acts‸ 26:18. [moved here by the editor]
  4. 166. 1 Cor‸ 10:31. [moved here by the editor]
p. 169

Secondly, Conſider whether thou be ſenſible of the weight of ſuch a Charge. Whom God calls to the Work of the Miniſtery, he works in their Hearts a deep ſenſe of the weight and burthen thereof; and to this effect, he ſhews them what Labour, and Trouble, and Pains they muſt be at; what Tentations, and Tribulations, and Affronts, they will meet with; and how they will have many Enemies, and muſt grapple with much Oppoſition and Contradiction; and what a weighty Charge, the Charge of Souls is; what account they muſt give thereof to him; and how the Blood thereof will be required at their Hands, if through their default they periſh. Of theſe things our Saviour warn’d his Apoſtles,164 when he ſent them forth upon the Work of the Miniſtery: And this the Lord p. 170 warned Ezekiel of,165 when he ſet him to be a Watchman unto the Houſe of Iſrael. Nay, and in hundreds of Texts, the Lord in the Scripture ſets this before their Eyes, whom he Calls, and ſends forth; thereby to engrave upon their Hearts the ſenſe of the Charge whereof they are to undertake the Burthen, that ſo they may count the coſt before they begin the Work: And therefore, when the Lord told Ananias that had he called Saul, as a choſen Veſſel, to bear his Name before the Gentiles,166 he ſaid withal, I will ſhew him how great things he muſt ſuffer for my Name’s ſake. So that, if thou be Called of God, thou wilt have a deep ſenſe of the weight and burthen of the Miniſtery, upon thy Spirit; and wilt look upon it, as a Work that requires much Watching, and Faſting, and p. 171 Prayer. And ſure, whoſoever is touched with this ſenſe, and ſeriouſly conſidereth what a weighty Charge it is, will never make uſe of the Silverkeys of Simon Magus, to open a Paſſuge for himſelf thereto; nay, ſave upon the account of the Obligation of a Call from God, he would not ſtoop to to take it up. It is only a deluſory Fancy of carnal Minds, that, looking upon it as an Office deſtin’d for Eaſe, and Pleaſure, and Profit, makes Men run to purchaſe it with Money.

  1. 164. Matth. 10.16, 17, &c. [moved in the edition]
  2. 165. Ezek. 33.•. [moved in the edition]
  3. 166. Acts 9.17. [moved in the edition]

Secondly, consider whether you be sensible of the weight of such a charge. Whom God calls to the work of the ministry, he works in their hearts a deep sense of the weight and burden thereof; and to this effect, he shows them what labor, and trouble, and pains they must be at; what temptations, and tribulations, and affronts, they will meet with; and how they will have many enemies, and must grapple with much opposition and contradiction; and what a weighty charge, the charge of souls is; what account they must give thereof to him; and how the blood thereof will be required at their hands, if through their default they perish. Of these things our Savior warned his apostles, when he sent them forth upon the work of the ministry.167 And this the Lord warned Ezekiel of, when he set him to be a watchman unto the house of Israel.168 Nay, and in hundreds of texts, the Lord in the Scripture sets this before their eyes, whom he calls, and sends forth; thereby to engrave upon their hearts the sense of the charge whereof they are to undertake the burden, that so they may count the cost before they begin the work. And therefore, when the Lord told Ananias that he had ‸ called Saul, as a chosen vessel, to bear his name before the Gentiles, he said withal, I will show him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.169 So that, if you be called of God, you will have a deep sense of the weight and burden of the ministry, upon your spirit; and will look upon it, as a work that requires much watching, and fasting, and prayer. And sure, whosoever is touched with this sense, and seriously considers what a weighty charge it is, will never make use of the silver keys of Simon Magus, to open a passage for himself thereto; nay, save upon the account of the obligation of a call from God, he would not stoop ‸ to take it up. It is only a delusory fancy of carnal minds, that, looking upon it as an office destined for ease, and pleasure, and profit, makes men run to purchase it with money.

  1. 167. Matt 10:16, 17, etc. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 168. Ezek 33:7. ‸ [moved here by the editor]
  3. 169. Acts 9:15, 16.‸ [moved here by the editor]

Thirdly, Conſider whether thou be ſenſible of thine own Inſufficiency, and diſproportion of thy Abilities for the Work: For, whom God calls, he imprints upon their Hearts the humble ſenſe thereof; that they may go forth, not in confidence p. 172 of their own Strength, but of the Strength of him who calleth them. So as the conſideration thereof made the Apoſtle Paul cry out,167 Who is ſufficient for theſe things? And again, Not that we are ſufficient of our ſelves to think any thing,168 as of our ſelves: but our ſufficiency is of God; who alſo hath made us able Miniſters of the New Teſtament. The deep ſenſe of which Inſufficiency, hath made many able Men of humble Minds, either to decline, or with a great reluctancy to embark upon an Employment to which they perceived their Strength ſo unequal. Thus Moſes, when God was ſending him upon his Meſſage,169 ſaid, Lord, who am I? and, O my Lord, I am not eloquent. And thus Jeremiah cry’d out,170 Ah Lord God, behold I cannot ſpeak, for I am a Child. And this made many in the p. 173 Primitive Church deaf to all Entreaties and Arguments, till they were forced thereupon by Violence; which exceſſive Averſion, though I dare not altogether commend, yet it gives me ground to ſay, that if thou be Called of God, thou wilt have in thine Heart ſuch an humble ſenſe of thine own Inſufficiency and Weakneſs for the Work, as will put thee, if not in fear to undertake, at leaſt oft to thy knees to beg Strength from above. So that there is juſt ground to doubt their Call, where this is wanting; as may be perceived in ſome, who, aſſoon as they have commenced Maſters of Arts, before they have well ſtudied the common Principles of the Doctrine of Divinity, (much leſs the true practice of Chriſtianity, in the mortification of their Youthful Affections;) begin immediately p. 174 to court Churches with ſuch confidence, as if the ſuperficial Knowledge of ſome few ſpeculative Points of Theology, and the reading over of ſome Pamphlets, had rendred them ſufficiently qualified for the Miniſterial Office, never conſidering the great Endowments of Learning, Prudence, Holineſs, and Gravity, that are required for the diſcharge of the Duties thereof, and for making them ſhine as Enſamples to the Flock. And hence it comes to paſs, that with a prepoſterous ſpeed they run, to have themſelves poſſeſs’d of ſome Charge; and if any thing intervene, to foreſtall their Deſires, or to hinder the ſucceſs of their Endeavours, then all imaginable Arts ſhall be made uſe of, which the Spirit of Simony can deviſe, to render their Purpoſe effectual.

  1. 167. 2 Cor. 2.16. [moved in the edition]
  2. 168. 2 Cor. 3.5, 6. [moved in the edition]
  3. 169. Exod. 3.11. and 4.10. [moved in the edition]
  4. 170. Jer. 1.6. [moved in the edition]

Thirdly, consider whether you be sensible of your own insufficiency, and disproportion of your abilities for the work. For, whom God calls, he imprints upon their hearts the humble sense thereof; that they may go forth, not in confidence of their own strength, but of the strength of him who calls them. So as the consideration thereof made the apostle Paul cry out, Who is sufficient for these things?170 And again, Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing, as of ourselves: but our sufficiency is of God; who also has made us able ministers of the New Testament.171 The deep sense of which insufficiency, has made many able men of humble minds, either to decline, or with a great reluctancy to embark upon an employment to which they perceived their strength so unequal. Thus Moses, when God was sending him upon his message, said, Lord, who am I? and, O my Lord, I am not eloquent.172 And thus Jeremiah cried out, Ah Lord God, behold I cannot speak, for I am a child.173 And this made many in the primitive church deaf to all entreaties and arguments, till they were forced thereupon by violence; which excessive aversion, though I dare not altogether commend, yet it gives me ground to say, that if you be called of God, you will have in your heart such an humble sense of your own insufficiency and weakness for the work, as will put you, if not in fear to undertake, at least oft to your knees to beg strength from above. So that there is just ground to doubt their call, where this is wanting; as may be perceived in some, who, as soon as they have commenced masters of arts, before they have well studied the common principles of the doctrine of divinity, (much less the true practice of Christianity, in the mortification of their youthful affections;) begin immediately to court churches with such confidence, as if the superficial knowledge of some few speculative points of theology, and the reading over of some pamphlets, had rendered them sufficiently qualified for the ministerial office, never considering the great endowments of learning, prudence, holiness, and gravity, that are required for the discharge of the duties thereof, and for making them shine as ensamples to the flock. And hence it comes to pass, that with a preposterous speed they run, to have themselves possessed of some charge; and if any thing intervene, to forestall their desires, or to hinder the success of their endeavors, then all imaginable arts shall be made use of, which the spirit of simony can devise, to render their purpose effectual.

  1. 170. 2 Cor‸ 2:16. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 171. 2 Cor‸ 3:5, 6. [moved here by the editor]
  3. 172. Exod‸ 3:11‸ and 4:10. [moved here by the editor]
  4. 173. Jer‸ 1:6. [moved here by the editor]
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Fourthly, Conſider by what Inſtinct thou art moved, to deſign thy ſelf for this Holy Office. Whom God calls, he ſtirs them up by the ſecret Inſtinct of his Bleſſed Spirit, whereby he works in them ſuch Divine Motions of fervent Charity, and Zeal for his Glory, and the Salvation of Souls, as they are driven thereby to caſt themſelves upon greateſt Hardſhips, and to reſolve to facrifice their own Eaſe, Quiet, and carnal Intereſts, in a Calling wherein they may ſerve God to theſe Ends. As the Apoſtle Paul was, when he went bound in the Spirit unto Jeruſalem, where, he knew Bonds and Afflictions were abiding him; the Motions of Charity and Zeal ſo drove him, that he ſaid,171 None of theſe things move me, neither count I my Life dear unto my ſelf, ſo that I might p. 176 ſiniſh my Courſe with Joy, and the Miniſtery which I have received of the Lord Jeſus, to teſtifie the Goſpel of the grace of God.172 And again, I am ready not to be bound only, but alſo to die at Jeruſalem for the Name of the Lord Jeſus. And as he was moved by the like Inſtinct, to lay himſelf out for the Salvation of the Corinthians, to whom being about to come, he ſaid,173 I will very gladly ſpend and be ſpent for you; though the more aboundantly I love you, the leſs I be loved. And ſo, if thou be Called of God, by ſuch Motions of Charity and Zeal, kindled by the Spirit of God in thy Heart, will it be that thou art carried to a deſire for the Miniſtery of the Goſpel. But, when the carnal Motions of Ambition, or Covetouſneſs, work a panting after this Office; as theſe Motions p. 177 are not from the Inſtinct of the Spirit of God, but of the Spirit of the World; ſo neither hath he a Call from God, who is driven thereby. And it is no wonder to ſee ſuch a one ſeek to make a Paſſage for his own Entrance, by the counſel of that ſame Spirit which was the principal Mover in his Deſign, and hath the chief hand in Simoniacal Bargains.

  1. 171. Acts 20.24. [moved in the edition]
  2. 172. Acts 21.13. [moved in the edition]
  3. 173. 2 Cor. 12.15. [moved in the edition]

Fourthly, consider by what instinct you are moved, to design yourself for this holy office. Whom God calls, he stirs them up by the secret instinct of his Blessed Spirit, whereby he works in them such divine motions of fervent charity, and zeal for his glory, and the salvation of souls, as they are driven thereby to cast themselves upon greatest hardships, and to resolve to sacrifice their own ease, quiet, and carnal interests, in a calling wherein they may serve God to these ends. As the apostle Paul was, when he went bound in the Spirit unto Jerusalem, where, he knew bonds and afflictions were abiding him; the motions of charity and zeal so drove him, that he said, None of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto my self, so that I might finish my course with joy, and the ministry which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the Gospel of the grace of God.174 And again, I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die at Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.175 And as he was moved by the like instinct, to lay himself out for the salvation of the Corinthians, to whom being about to come, he said, I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved.176 And so, if you be called of God, by such motions of charity and zeal, kindled by the Spirit of God in your heart, will it be that you are carried to a desire for the ministry of the gospel. But, when the carnal motions of ambition, or covetousness, work a panting after this office; as these motions are not from the instinct of the Spirit of God, but of the spirit of the world; so neither has he a call from God, who is driven thereby. And it is no wonder to see such a one seek to make a passage for his own entrance, by the counsel of that same spirit which was the principal mover in his design, and has the chief hand in simoniacal bargains.

  1. 174. Acts 20:24. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 175. Acts 21:13. [moved here by the editor]
  3. 176. 2 Cor‸ 12:15. [moved here by the editor]

And now Finally, I would adviſe thee, That after thou haſt examined thine own Heart, though thou even find in thy ſelf a concurrence of theſe things, in ſuch a conſiderable meaſure as may beget in thee a confidence, that God approves of thy purpoſe, and calls thee to ſerve him in the Miniſtery of his Church, yet thou wouldſt not make too much p. 178 haſte, nor run to thruſt thy ſelf thereinto, before God open a fair Door of Entrance for thee. I cannot but look upon it as an Errour, and an act of too prepoſterous ſpeed, for any to intrude where the Door is but half open; or to ſecure himſelf with an Anti-date of a Succeſſion to the Charge of a Living Incumbent: Of which, beſides that, through the uncertainty of his own Life, he is uncertain of his future Enjoyment; he alſo throws himſelf upon the tentation of that hainous Sin, which with little ſenſe, is too commonly lodged in the unnatural Breaſts of young rich Heirs, amongſt whom we find it too often verified:

And now finally, I would advise you, that after you have examined your own heart, though you even find in yourself a concurrence of these things, in such a considerable measure as may beget in you a confidence, that God approves of your purpose, and calls you to serve him in the ministry of his church, yet you would not make too much haste, nor run to thrust yourself thereinto, before God open a fair door of entrance for you. I cannot but look upon it as an error, and an act of too preposterous speed, for any to intrude where the door is but half open; or to secure himself with an anti-date of a succession to the charge of a living incumbent: Of which, besides that, through the uncertainty of his own life, he is uncertain of his future enjoyment; he also throws himself upon the temptation of that heinous sin, which with little sense, is too commonly lodged in the unnatural breasts of young rich heirs, amongst whom we find it too often verified:

Filius ante diem Patrios inquirit in Annos.

Filius ante diem Patrios inquirit in Annos.

That the Son lives with murthering Deſires, in a continual p. 179 longing for his Old Father’s Death, whereby he may come to be poſſeſs’d of his Fortune. And whoſoever runs upon ſuchlike Danger, is too little privy to the corruption of his own Heart; which ſhould be a principal part of his Study, both to underſtand, and to watch againſt, who deſires to enter upon the Holy Miniſtery: And which, whoſoever ſtudies well, will wait, till God by making a clear and pure Paſſage for him, evidence that he hath Called him thereto, and that he hath not run before God ſent him.

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(That the son lives with murdering desires, in a continual longing for his old father’s death, whereby he may come to be possessed of his fortune.) And whosoever runs upon suchlike danger, is too little privy to the corruption of his own heart; which should be a principal part of his study, both to understand, and to watch against, who desires to enter upon the holy ministry. And which, whosoever studies well, will wait, till God by making a clear and pure passage for him, evidence that he has called him thereto, and that he has not run before God sent him.

Yet would I not have any Man ſuppoſe, that I intend, that he who hath been ſincerely deſigning himſelf for the Service of God in the Miniſtery, and finds a proper Occaſion, ſhould forbear to do any thing, or follow the lawful. p. 180 Means for attaining thereto. For, though the deep ſenſe of the weightineſs of the Work, and of a Man’s own Inſufficiency, ſhould make him fear, and beware to thruſt himſelf upon it; yet it bewrays too little of charitable Zeal to God’s Service, and the good of Souls, when he ſees an open Door to lye like a Block without any Motion, or ſtand idly gazing, till Men come and hale him violently to the Work. Nor ſee I how he can avoid the blame of a ſlothful Servant, who uſeth no lawful Endeavours to put his Talent to exchange, when a convenient Seaſon calls for it. Nay, it gives too much occaſion for ſuſpicion of Hypocriſie, and affected Nicety in any, who after he hath for a conſiderable ſpace, been fitting himſelf for the Miniſtery, ſhould pretend p. 181 an Averſion thereto, till it were forced upon him againſt his Will. The Apoſtle Peter hath exhorted otherwiſe, bidding take the overſight of the Flock, not by conſtraint, (μὴ ἀναγκαστῶς,174 not by being forced, or compelled thereto,) but willingly. And if it was ſpoken to the commendation of Amaziah the Son of Zichri, a Captain in the Wars of Judah,175 that he willingly offered himſelf unto the Lord: It can be no Reproach for him, who finds his Lips touched with a Live-coal from the Altar, when he hears the Lord, by opening a Door, ſaying, Who will go for us? willingly to offer himſelf in this Spiritual War, and to go to thoſe who ſtand in the Lord’s ſtead, and ſay with the Prophet, Here am I, ſend me.176 For whatſoever Diſcouragement the ſenſe of his own Inſufficiency p. 182 may breed in him, yet the Sincerity of his Intentions, and the Evidences of a Call from God, may give him confidence to rely upon his Grace, as ſufficient for him, whoſe Strength is made perfect in Weakneſs.

  1. 174. 1 Pet. 5.2. [moved in the edition]
  2. 175. 2 Chron. 17.16. [moved in the edition]
  3. 176. Iſa. 6.8.

Yet would I not have any man suppose, that I intend, that he who has been sincerely designing himself for the service of God in the ministry, and finds a proper occasion, should forbear to do any thing, or follow the lawful means for attaining thereto. For, though the deep sense of the weightiness of the work, and of a man’s own insufficiency, should make him fear, and beware to thrust himself upon it; yet it betrays too little of charitable zeal to God’s service, and the good of souls, when he sees an open door to lie like a block without any motion, or stand idly gazing, till men come and hale him violently to the work. Nor see I how he can avoid the blame of a slothful servant, who uses no lawful endeavors to put his talent to exchange, when a convenient season calls for it. Nay, it gives too much occasion for suspicion of hypocrisy, and affected nicety in any, who after he has for a considerable space, been fitting himself for the ministry, should pretend an aversion thereto, till it were forced upon him against his will. The apostle Peter has exhorted otherwise, bidding take the oversight of the flock, not by constraint, (μὴ ἀναγκαστῶς, not by being forced, or compelled thereto,) but willingly.177 And if it was spoken to the commendation of Amaziah the son of Zichri, a captain in the wars of Judah, that he willingly offered himself unto the Lord.178 It can be no reproach for him, who finds his lips touched with a live-coal from the altar, when he hears the Lord, by opening a door, saying, Who will go for us? willingly to offer himself in this spiritual war, and to go to those who stand in the Lord’s stead, and say with the prophet, Here am I, send me.179 For whatsoever discouragement the sense of his own insufficiency may breed in him, yet the sincerity of his intentions, and the evidences of a call from God, may give him confidence to rely upon his grace, as sufficient for him, whose strength is made perfect in weakness.

  1. 177. 1 Pet‸ 5:2. [moved here by the editor]
  2. 178. 2 Chr 17:16. [moved here by the editor]
  3. 179. Isa‸ 6:8.