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5. Other Things to Apply Yourselves To
5. Other Things to Apply Yourselves To
And as you muſt take heed of theſe five things: So there are ſeveral other things that you muſt carefully and conſcienciouſly apply your ſelves to, as ever you would be found faithful and conſtant in this great duty, viz. Cloſet-prayer.
And as you must take heed of these five things, so there are several other things that you must carefully and conscientiously apply yourselves to, as ever you would be found faithful and constant in this great duty‸ ‸of closet ‸prayer.
Now they are theſe;
Now they are these:
a. Lament Greatly and Mourn Bitterly over the Neglect of This Duty
Firſt, Lament greatly, and mourn bitterly over the neglect of this choice Duty. He that doth not make Conſcience of mourning over the neglect of this Duty, will never make Conſcience of performing this Duty. O that381 your heads were waters, and your eyes a Fountain of tears, that you might weep day and night, for the great neglect of Cloſet-prayer, He that mourns moſt for the neglect of this Duty, will be found moſt in the practiſe of this Duty. He that makes moſt Conſcience to accuſe, arraign, and condemn himſelf for neglecting Cloſet-prayer, he will make moſt Conſcience of giving himſelf p. 452 up to Cloſet-prayer. ‘Tis ſaid of Adam, that he turned his face towards the Garden of Eden, and from his heart bitterly lamented his great fall: O that you would turn your faces towards your Cloſets, and bitterly lament your rare going into them. But,
- 381. Jer. 9. 1. [dropped from the edition]
First, lament greatly‸ and mourn bitterly over the neglect of this choice duty. He that doth not make conscience of mourning over the neglect of this duty will never make conscience of performing this duty. Oh, that your heads were waters, and your eyes a fountain of tears, that you might weep day and night‸ for the great neglect of closet prayer (Jer 9:1). He that mourns most for the neglect of this duty will be found most in the practice of this duty. He that makes most conscience to accuse, arraign, and condemn himself for neglecting closet prayer, he will make most conscience of giving himself up to closet prayer. It is said of Adam‸ that he turned his face towards the garden of Eden‸ and from his heart bitterly lamented his great fall. Oh, that you would turn your faces towards your closets and bitterly lament your rarely going into them. ‸
b. Make Private Prayer Your Constant Trade
Secondly, Habituate your ſelves, accuſtom your ſelves, to Cloſet-prayer: Make private prayer your conſtant trade. Frequency begets familiarity, and familiarity confidence, we can go freely & boldly into that friends houſe whom we often viſit. What we are habituted to, we do with eaſe and delight. A man that is habituted or accuſtomed to write, to read, to ride, to run, or to play on this, or that muſical Inſtrument, &c. he doth it all with delight and eaſe; and ſo a man that doth habituate himſelf to Cloſet-prayer, he will manage it with delight and eaſe. But,
Secondly, habituate yourselves, accustom yourselves, to closet prayer. Make private prayer your constant trade. Frequency begets familiarity, and familiarity confidence. We can go freely and boldly into that friend’s house whom we often visit. What we are habituated to‸ we do with ease and delight. A man that is habituated or accustomed to write, to read, to ride, to run, or to play on this‸ or that musical instrument, ‸ he doth it all with delight and ease. And so a man that doth habituate himself to closet prayer‸ will manage it with delight and ease. ‸
c. Keep a Diary of All Your Closet Experiences
Thirdly, Keep a Diary of all382 your Cloſet-experiences; O carefully record and book down all your Cloſet-mercies: O be often in reading over your Cloſet-experiences, and be often in meditating and in pondering upon your Cloſet-experiences. There is no way like this, to enflame your love to Cloſet-prayer, and to engage your hearts in this ſecret trade of private prayer.
- 382. Deut. 7. 18, 19. Pſal. 66. 12. [dropped from the edition]
Thirdly, keep a diary of all your closet experiences (Deut 7:18–19; Ps 66:12). Oh, carefully record and book down all your closet mercies! Oh, be often in reading over your closet experiences, and be often in meditating and in pondering upon your closet experiences! There is no way like this‸ to inflame your love to closet prayer‸ and to engage your hearts in this secret trade of private prayer.
O remember that at ſuch a time, you went into your Cloſets with hard hearts, and dry eyes; but before you came out of your Cloſets,383 ah how ſweetly, how evangelically, how powerfully were you melted, and humbled before the Lord! O remember how that at another time you went into your Cloſets clouded and benighted, but came out of your Cloſets with as glorious a ſhine of God upon your ſouls, as Moſes had upon his face,384 when he came down from the Mount from communing with God! O remember how often p. 454 you have gone into your Cloſets385 with cold, frozen ſpirits, but before you come out of your Cloſets what a fire hath God kindled in your ſouls, what a ſpirit of burning have you found in your hearts! O remember how often you have gone into your Cloſets ſtreightned and ſhut up, but before you have come out, how hath your ſouls been like the Charriots of Aminnadab! O remember what386 power God hath given you againſt corruptions in your Cloſets, and what ſtrenth God hath given you againſt temptations in your Cloſets. O remember the ſweet diſcoveries of divine love that you have had when in your Cloſets: O remember the ſecret viſits, the ſecret kiſſes, the ſecret embraces, the ſecret whiſpers, the ſecret lovetokens that Chriſt hath given you in your Cloſets. O ſeriouſly ponder upon theſe things, and then Cloſet-duties will be ſweet unto you.
Oh, remember that at such a time‸ you went into your closets with hard hearts‸ and dry eyes, but before you came out of your closets, ah, how sweetly, how evangelically, how powerfully were you melted‸ and humbled before the Lord (Ps 6:6; 39:12; 56:8). Oh, remember how that at another time you went into your closets clouded and benighted‸ but came out of your closets with as glorious a shine of God upon your souls‸ as Moses had upon his face‸ when he came down from the mount from communing with God (Exod 34:28–29)! Oh, remember how often you have gone into your closets with cold, frozen spirits, but before you came out of your closets what a fire hath God kindled in your souls, what a spirit of burning have you found in your hearts (Luke 24:31–32; Isa 4:4)! Oh, remember how often you have gone into your closets straitened and shut up, but before you have come out, how have your souls been like the chariots of Amminadib (Song 6:12)! Oh, remember what power God hath given you against corruptions in your closets, and what strength God hath given you against temptations in your closets! Oh, remember the sweet discoveries of divine love that you have had when in your closets! Oh, remember the secret visits, the secret kisses, the secret embraces, the secret whispers, the secret love-tokens that Christ hath given you in your closets! Oh, seriously ponder upon these things, and then closet duties will be sweet unto you!
‘Twas a ſweet ſaying of Bernard, O Saint, knoweſt thou not that thy Husband Chriſt is baſhful, and will387 not be familiar in company; retire thy ſelf by Meditation into thy Cloſet, or into the fields, and there thou ſhalt have Chriſt’s embraces. Meditatio nutrix orationis, Meditation is the Nurſe of Prayer. O the more any man388 meditates upon his Cloſet-experiences, the more he ſhall find his heart engaged to Cloſet-duties; the more you ponder upon Cloſet-experiences, the ſweeter will Cloſet-experiences be to your ſouls; and the ſweeter Cloſet-experiences are to your ſouls, the more your ſouls will delight to be with God in your Cloſets.
It was a sweet saying of Bernard, “‸O saint, knowest thou not that thy husband Christ is bashful‸ and will not be familiar in company? Retire thyself by meditation into thy closet, or into the fields, and there thou shalt have Christ’s embraces.” Meditatio nutrix orationis, “‸Meditation is the nurse of prayer.‸” Oh, the more any man meditates upon his closet experiences, the more he shall find his heart engaged to closet duties. The more you ponder upon closet experiences, the sweeter will closet experiences be to your souls. And the sweeter closet experiences are to your souls, the more your souls will delight to be with God in your closets.
Pliny tells us of one Meſſala Corvinus,389 whoſe memory was ſo bad, that he forgot his own name. And I am afraid that many of your memories are ſo bad, that you forget your Cloſet-mercies, your Cloſet-experiences.
- 389. lib. 7. c. 24. [dropped from the edition]
Pliny tells us of one Messala Corvinus, whose memory was so bad‸ that he forgot his own name. And I am afraid that many of your memories are so bad‸ that you forget your closet mercies, your closet experiences.
I have read of ſuch a Peſtilential diſeaſe once at Athens, as took p. 456 away the memories of thoſe that were infected with it, ſo that they forgat their own names: O that I had not cauſe to fear that ſome Peſtilential Diſeaſe or other, hath ſo taken away the memories of many that they have quite forgot their Cloſet-experiences. Well Friends remember this, though ſtony hearts are bad, yet Iron memories are good; and O that you would all labour after Iron memories, that ſo you may remember and ponder upon your Cloſet-experiences. I have read of the Heathens, how they made uſe of white and black ſtones, for theſe two ends, Firſt, They gave them to perſons at their arraignment before the Judges; if any were condemned to death, they gave him a black Stone, but if abſolved and ſet free, a white Stone! (To which cuſtome the Holy-Ghoſt ſeemes to allude, in that Rev. 2. 17. To him that overcometh will I give a VVhite Stone.) A ſecond uſe of thoſe Stones was this, p. 457 that by them they might keep an account of all the good dayes, or evil dayes they had met withal in their lives. Hence Giacopo Senzaro having been long in love, and much croſſed about his match, he filled a Pot full of black Stones, putting only one white Stone among them, and being asked the reaſon, anſwered, There will come one VVhite Day (meaning his Marriage Day) which will make amends for all my Black Dayes.
I have read of such a pestilential disease once at Athens‸ as took away the memories of those that were infected with it, so that they forgot their own names. Oh, that I had not cause to fear that some pestilential disease or other‸ hath so taken away the memories of many that they have quite forgot their closet experiences. Well‸, friends, remember this, though stony hearts are bad, yet iron memories are good. And oh, that you would all labor after iron memories, that so you may remember and ponder upon your closet experiences. I have read of the heathens how they made use of white and black stones‸ for these two ends: first, they gave them to persons at their arraignment before the judges. If any were condemned to death, they gave him a black stone, but if absolved and set free, a white stone. To which custom the Holy‸Ghost seems to allude in Revelation 2:17, ‸ ‸ ‸“‸To him that overcometh will I give…‸a white stone.” A second use of those stones was this: that by them they might keep an account of all the good days‸ or evil days they had met withal in their lives. Hence, Giacopo Senzaro having been long in love, and much crossed about his match, he filled a pot full of black stones, putting only one white stone among them, and being asked the reason, answered, “‸There will come one white day,” ‸meaning his marriage day, “‸which will make amends for all my black days.”
Ah Friends, how often hath God given you the White Stone in your Cloſets! Certainly you have had more White Stones than Black Stones; your Cloſet-mercies and experiences have been more than your publick croſſes and miſeries. O Sirs, did you but reckon your good dayes according to the White Stones you have had in your Cloſets, it would make you more in love with Cloſet-prayer than ever. But,
Ah‸, friends! How often hath God given you the white stone in your closets! Certainly, you have had more white stones than black stones. Your closet mercies and experiences have been more than your public crosses and miseries. O sirs! Did you but reckon your good days according to the white stones you have had in your closets, it would make you more in love with closet prayer than ever. ‸
d. Spend Not So Much Time in Public Duties That None Is Left for Private
Fourthly, Be ſure that you do not ſpend ſo much of your precious p. 458 time in publick Duties and Ordinances, as that you can ſpare none for private Duties, for ſecret ſervices. Though Pharoah’s Kine eat up one another, yet our390 Duties muſt not eat up one another; publick Duties muſt not eat up family duties, nor familyduties muſt not eat up publick duties, nor neither of them muſt not eat up Cloſet-duties: The wiſdom of a Chriſtian doth moſt eminently ſparkle & ſhine, in giving every duty its proper time and place, I was going to ſay, that either he was391 no Chriſtian, or at leaſt no excellent Chriſtian, that is all eye to read, or all ear to hear, or all tongue to ſpeak, or all knee to bow, to kneel, to pray. Ah how many are there that ſpend ſo much time in hearing of this man and that, and in running up and down from meeting to meeting, that they have no time to meet with God in their Cloſets. O Sirs, your Duties are never ſo amiable and lovely, they are never ſo orient p. 459 and beautiful as when they are ſeaſonably and orderly performed.
Fourthly, be sure that you do not spend so much of your precious time in public duties and ordinances as that you can spare none for private duties, for secret services. Though Pharaoh’s kine ate up one another, yet our duties must not eat up one another (Gen 41:4). Public duties must not eat up family duties; family duties must not eat up public duties; neither of them must ‸ eat up closet duties. The wisdom of a Christian doth most eminently sparkle and shine‸ in giving every duty its proper time and place. I was going to say‸ that either he was no Christian, or at least no excellent Christian, that is all eye to read, or all ear to hear, or all tongue to speak, or all knee to bow, to kneel, to pray (Eccl 8:5). Ah‸! How many are there that spend so much time in hearing of this man and that, and in running up and down from meeting to meeting, that they have no time to meet with God in their closets. O sirs! Your duties are never so amiable and lovely, they are never so orient and beautiful, as when they are seasonably and orderly performed.
Oh how wiſe are the men of this world, ſo to order all their civil affairs, that no one buſineſs ſhall interferre with another; they ſet apart for each buſineſs a convenient proportion of time; they allot an hour for one buſineſs, two for another, three for another, &c. O that we were as wiſe for our ſouls, as wiſe for eternity, as they are for this world. O that our hearts would ſo conſult with our heads, that we may never want a convenient time to ſeek God in a corner. That Devil that loves to ſet one man againſt another, and one Nation againſt another, and one Chriſtian againſt another, that Devil loves to ſet one Ordinance againſt another, and one Duty againſt another: Hence tis that on the one hand he works ſome to cry up publick Prayers, in oppoſition to ſecret Prayer; and one the other hand p. 460 he works others to cry up private Duties in oppoſition to all publick Duties; whereas all Chriſtians ſtand oblieged by God, ſo to manage one ſort of Duties, as not to ſhut out another ſort of Duties. Every Chriſtian muſt find time and room for every Duty incumbent upon him. But,
Oh, how wise are the men of this world‸ so to order all their civil affairs‸ that no one business shall interfere with another. They set apart for each business a convenient proportion of time. They allot an hour for one business, two for another, three for another, etc. Oh, that we were as wise for our souls, as wise for eternity, as they are for this world. Oh, that our hearts would so consult with our heads, that we may never want a convenient time to seek God in a corner! That devil that loves to set one man against another, and one nation against another, and one Christian against another, that devil loves to set one ordinance against another, and one duty against another. Hence it is that on the one hand he works some to cry up public prayers in opposition to secret prayer. And on the other hand, he works others to cry up private duties in opposition to all public duties. Whereas all Christians stand obliged by God‸ so to manage one sort of duties as not to shut out another sort of duties. Every Christian must find time and room for every duty incumbent upon him. ‸
e. Love Christ with a More Inflamed Love
Fifthly, Love Chriſt with a more enflamed love, O ſtrengthen your love to Chriſt, and your love to Cloſet-duties. Lovers love392 much to be alone, to be in a corner together. Certainly the more any man loves the Lord Jeſus, the more he will delight to be with Chriſt in a corner. There was a great deal of love between Jonathan393 and David, and according to their love, ſo was their private converſe, their ſecret communion one with another; they were alwayes beſt, when in the Field together, or when in a corner together or when behind the door together, or when lockt up together, and juſt ſo it would be with you, did you but p. 461 love the Lord Jeſus Chriſt with a more raiſed, and a more enflamed love; you would be alwayes beſt when you were moſt with Chriſt in a corner.
Fifthly, love Christ with a more inflamed love. Oh, ‸ strengthen your love to Christ, and your love to closet duties. Lovers love much to be alone, to be in a corner together (Song 7:10–12). Certainly, the more any man loves the Lord Jesus, the more he will delight to be with Christ in a corner. There was a great deal of love between Jonathan and David (1 Sam 18-20); and according to their love, so was their private converse, their secret communion one with another. They were always best‸ when in the field together, or when in a corner together, or when behind the door together, or when locked up together. And just so would it ‸ be with you, did you but love the Lord Jesus Christ with a more raised‸ and a more inflamed love. You would be always best when you were most with Christ in a corner.
Divine Love is like a rod of Myrtle, which as Pliny reports, makes the traveller that carries it in his hand ſo lively and cheerful, that he never faints or grows weary. Ah Friends did you but love the Lord Jeſus with a more ſtrong, with a more raiſed love, you would never faint in Cloſet-duties, nor you would never grow weary of Cloſet-duties. Look as the Iſraelites removed their Tents from Mithcah to Haſhmonah, from ſweetneſs394 to ſwiftneſs (as the words import): So the ſweetneſs of Divine Love will make a man move ſwiftly on in a way of Cloſet-duties. Divine Love will make all Cloſet-duties more eaſie to the Soul, and more pleaſant and delightful to the Soul; and therefore do all you can to ſtrengthen your love to Chriſt, and your love to Cloſet-work.
- 394. Num. 23. 39. [dropped from the edition]
Divine love is like a rod of myrtle, which, as Pliny reports, makes the traveler that carries it in his hand so lively and cheerful‸ that he never faints or grows weary. Ah friends, did you but love the Lord Jesus with a stronger, with a more raised love, you would never faint in closet duties‸ nor would you ever grow weary of closet duties. Look, as the Israelites removed their tents from Mithcah to Hashmonah, from sweetness to swiftness‸, as the words import (Num 33:29), so the sweetness of divine love will make a man move swiftly on in a way of closet duties. Divine love will make all closet duties easier to the soul and more pleasant and delightful to the soul. And therefore, do all you can to strengthen your love to Christ‸ and your love to closet work.
It was obſerved among the Primitive Chriſtians, that they were ſo full of love one to another, that they could be acquainted one with another as well in half an hour, as in half a year. O Sirs, If your hearts were but more full of love to Chriſt, and Cloſet-duties, you would quickly be better acquainted with them, you would quickly know, what ſecret communion with Chriſt, behind the door means. But,
It was observed among the primitive Christians‸ that they were so full of love one to another‸ that they could be acquainted one with another as well in half an hour‸ as in half a year. O sirs, if your hearts were but more full of love to Christ‸ and closet duties, you would quickly be better acquainted with them, you would quickly know‸ what secret communion with Christ‸ behind the door means. ‸
f. Be Fixedly Resolved to Keep Close to Closet Duties
Sixthly, Be highly, throughly, and fixedly reſolved in the ſtrength of Chriſt, to keep cloſe to cloſet-duties, in the face of all difficulties and diſcouragements that you may395 meet withal. A man of no reſolution, or of weak reſolution, will be won with a Nut, and loſt with an Apple. Satan, and the world, and carnal relations, and your own hearts, will caſt in many things to diſcourage you, and take you off from Cloſet-prayer; but be ye nobly and firmly reſolved, to keep cloſe to your Cloſet, let p. 463 the World, the Fleſh, and the Devil, doe and ſay what they can. Daniel was a man of an invincible reſolution; rather than he would om it praying in his Chamber he would be caſt into the Den of Lyons. Of all the Duties of Religion, Satan is the moſt deadly enemy to this of ſecret Prayer; partly becauſe Secret prayer ſpoiles him in his moſt ſecret deſigns, plots, and contrivances againſt the Soul; and partly becauſe ſecret prayer is ſo muſical and delightful to God; and partly becauſe ſecret prayer is of ſuch rare uſe and advantage to the Soul; and partly becauſe it layes not the ſoul of open to pride, vain glory, and worldly applauſe, as prayer in the Synagogue doth; and therefore he had rather that a man ſhould pray a thouſand times in the Synagogues, or in the corner of the ſtreets, or behind a Pillar, than that he ſhould pray once in his Cloſet, and therefore you had need to ſteel your hearts with holy courage and reſolution, p. 464 that what ever ſuggeſtions, temptations; oppoſitions, or objections you may encounter with, that yet you will keep cloſe to Cloſet-prayer.
- 395. Pſal. 44. 17, 18, 19, 20 [dropped from the edition]
Sixthly, be highly, thoroughly, and fixedly resolved, in the strength of Christ, to keep close to closet‸duties‸ in the face of all difficulties and discouragements that you may meet withal (Ps 44:17–20). A man of no resolution, or of weak resolution, will be won with a nut and lost with an apple. Satan, and the world, and carnal relations, and your own hearts‸ will cast in many things to discourage you‸ and take you off from closet prayer. But be ye nobly and firmly resolved‸ to keep close to your closets, let the world, the flesh, and the devil do and say what they can. Daniel was a man of an invincible resolution. Rather than he would omit praying in his chamber, he would be cast into the den of lions. Of all the duties of religion, Satan is the most deadly enemy to this of secret prayer, partly because secret prayer spoils him in his most secret designs, plots, and contrivances against the soul; and partly because secret prayer is so musical and delightful to God; and partly because secret prayer is of such rare use and advantage to the soul; and partly because it lays not the soul so open to pride, vain-‸glory, and worldly applause‸ as prayer in the synagogue doth. And therefore, he had rather that a man should pray a thousand times in the synagogues, ‸ in the corner of the streets, or behind a pillar, than that he should pray once in his closet. And therefore, ‸ you had need to steel your hearts with holy courage and resolution‸ that whatever suggestions, temptations, oppositions, or objections you may encounter with, that yet you will keep close to closet prayer.
There is not any better Bulwark in the day or battel, than an heroick reſolution of heart before the day of battel. Sanctified reſolutions doe exceedingly weaken and diſcourage Satan in his aſſaults, they doe greatly daunt and diſhearten him in all his undertakings againſt the Soul. That man will never long be quiet in his Cloſet, who is not ſtedfaſtly reſolved to ſeek the Lord in a corner, though all the powers of darkneſs, ſhould make head againſt him. O Sir, Divine fortitude, holy reſolutions, will make you like a Wall of Braſs, that no Arrows can pierce; they will make you like Armour of proof, that no ſhot can hurt; they will make you like that Angel396 that rolled away the Stone from before the door of the Sepulchre; they will either enable p. 465 you to remove the greateſt Mountaines of oppoſition that lye between you and Cloſet prayer, or elſe they will enable you to ſtep over them.
- 396. Mat. 28. 2. [dropped from the edition]
There is not any better bulwark in the day of battle than a heroic resolution of heart before the day of battle. Sanctified resolutions do exceedingly weaken and discourage Satan in his assaults. They do greatly daunt and dishearten him in all his undertakings against the soul. That man will never long be quiet in his closet who is not steadfastly resolved to seek the Lord in a corner, though all the powers of darkness‸ should make head against him. O sirs! Divine fortitude, holy resolutions, will make you like a wall of brass that no arrows can pierce. They will make you like armor of proof‸ that no shot can hurt. They will make you like that angel that rolled away the stone from before the door of the sepulcher (Matt 28:2). They will either enable you to remove the greatest mountains of oppositions that lie between you and closet prayer, or else they will enable you to step over them.
Lather was a man of great reſolution, and a man that ſpent much time in Cloſet-prayer. And ſuch another was Nehemiah, who met with ſo much oppoſition, that had he not been ſteeled by a ſtrong and obſtinate reſolution, he could never have rebuilded the Temple, but would have ſunk in the midſt of his work: Now he was a man for private prayer, as I have ſhewen in the beginning of this Treatiſe. Who more reſolute than David? & who more for ſecret prayer than David? the ſame I might ſay of Paul, Baſil, and many others, who have been famous in their Generations.
Luther was a man of great resolution‸ and a man that spent much time in closet prayer. And such another was Nehemiah, who met with so much opposition‸ that had he not been steeled by a strong and obstinate resolution‸ he could never have rebuilt the temple but would have sunk in the midst of his works. Now, he was a man for private prayer‸ as I have shown in the beginning of this treatise. Who more resolute than David? And who more for secret prayer than David? The same I might say of Paul, Basil, and many others‸ who have been famous in their generations.
O Sirs, Sanctified Reſolutions for Cloſet-prayer, will chain you faſter to Cloſet-prayer, than ever Vliſſes his reſolutions did chain him to the maſt of the ſhip. ‘Twas p. 466 a noble reſolution that kept Ruth cloſe to her mother, when her ſiſter Orpah only complements her, kiſſes her, and takes her leave of her. Be but nobly reſolved397 for Cloſet-prayer, and then you will keep cloſe to it, when others only court it, and take their leaves of it.
- 397. Ruth 1. 10,—20. [dropped from the edition]
O sirs! Sanctified resolutions for closet prayer‸ will chain you faster to closet prayer‸ than ever Ulysses’ ‸ resolutions did chain him to the mast of the ship. It was a noble resolution that kept Ruth close to her mother‸ when her sister Orpah only compliments her, kisses her, and takes her leave of her (Ruth 1:10–20). Be but nobly resolved for closet prayer, and then you will keep close to it‸ when others only court it‸ and take their leave of it.
In the Salentine Country, there is mention made of a Lake, that is ſtill brim full, if you put in never ſo much it never runs over, if you draw out never ſo much it is ſtill full. The reſolution of every Chriſtian for Cloſet-prayer,398 ſhould be like this Lake, ſtill brim full: Tide life tide death, come honour or reproach, come loſs or gain, come liberty or bonds come what can come, the true bred Chriſtian muſt be fully and conſtantly reſolved to keep cloſe to his Cloſet. But,
- 398. Plin. Hiſt. l. 2. c. 103. [dropped from the edition]
In the Salentine country, there is mention made of a lake that is still brimful. If you put in never so much, it never runs over; if you draw out never so much, it is still full. The resolution of every Christian for closet prayer‸ should be like this lake, still brimful. Tide life tide death, come honor or reproach, come loss or gain, come liberty or bonds, come what can come, the true-‸bred Christian must be fully and constantly resolved to keep close to his closet. ‸
g. Labor for a Greater Effusion of the Holy Spirit
Seventhly, Labour for a greater effuſion of the Holy Spirit, for the greater meaſure any man hath of the Spirit of God, the more p. 467 that man will delight to be with God in ſecret, Zech. 12. 10. And I will pour upon the Houſe of David, and upon the inhabitants of Jeruſalem, the Spirit of grace and of ſupplications. verſ. 12, 13, 14. And the Land ſhall mourn, every family apart; the family of the Houſe of David apart, and their Wives apart; the family of the Houſe of Nathan apart, and their Wives apart: The family of the Houſe of Levi apart, and their Wives apart; the family of the Houſe of Shimei apart, and their VVives apart: All the families that remain, every family apart, and their VVives apart. Mark, in the399 laſt of the laſt dayes, when men ſhall be generally under a greater effuſion of the Holy Spirit than ever, then they ſhall be more given up to ſecret prayer than ever. There will never be ſuch praying apart, and ſuch mourning apart, as there will be when the Lord ſhall pour out moſt richly, gloriouſly, abundantly, of his Spirit upon his poor people; now every one ſhall pour out his tears and p. 468 his ſoul before God in a corner, to ſhew the ſoundneſs of their ſorrow, and to ſhew their ſincerity by their ſecrecy; for Ille dolet vere, qui ſine teſte dolet, He grieves with a witneſs, that grieves without a witneſs.
- 399. Joel 2. 28, 29. Iſa. 44 3. [dropped from the edition]
Seventhly, labor for a greater effusion of the Holy Spirit; for the greater measure any man hath of the Spirit of God, the more that man will delight to be with God in secret‸‸. “‸And I will pour upon the house of David, and upon the inhabitants of Jerusalem, the spirit of grace and of supplications‸‸…‸And the land shall mourn, every family apart; the family of the house of David apart, and their wives apart; the family of the house of Nathan apart, and their wives apart; The family of the house of Levi apart, and their wives apart; the family ‸ of Shimei apart, and their wives apart; All the families that remain, every family apart, and their wives apart” (Zech 12:10, 12–14). Mark, in the last of the last days, when men shall be generally under a greater effusion of the Holy Spirit than ever (Joel 2:28–29; Isa 44:3), then they shall be more given up to secret prayer than ever. There will never be such praying apart, and such mourning apart, as there will be when the Lord shall pour out most richly, gloriously, abundantly, of His Spirit upon His poor people. Now‸, everyone shall pour out his tears and his soul before God in a corner‸ to show the soundness of their sorrow‸ and to show their sincerity by their secrecy, for Ille dolet vere, qui sine teste dolet, “‸He grieves with a witness‸ that grieves without a witness.”
Certainly the more any man is now under the bleſſed pouring out of the Spirit of Chriſt, the more that man gives himſelf up to ſecret Communion with Chriſt. Every man is more or leſs with Chriſt in his Cloſet, as he is more or leſs under the anointings of the Spirit of Chriſt. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Chriſt, the more he loves Chriſt, and the more any man loves Chriſt, the more he delights to be with Chriſt alone: Lovers love to be alone. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Chriſt, the more his heart will be ſet to pleaſe Chriſt: Now nothing pleaſeth Chriſt more than the ſecret prayers of his people. (Cant. 2. 14. O my D•ve that art in the clefts of the Rock, in the ſecret p. 469 places of the ſtairs, let me ſee thy Countenance, let me hear thy voice; for ſweet is thy voyce, and thy countenance is comely.) And therefore ſuch a one will be much in ſecret prayer. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Chriſt, the more his heart will be ſet upon glorifying and exalting Chriſt: Now nothing glorifies Chriſt more, nor exalts him more, than ſecret prayer; and therefore the more any man hath of the Spirit of Chriſt, the more that man will be found in ſecret prayer.
Certainly, the more any man is now under the blessed pouring out of the Spirit of Christ, the more that man gives himself up to secret communion with Christ. Every man is more or less with Christ in his closet as he is more or less under the anointings of the Spirit of Christ. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Christ, the more he loves Christ; and the more any man loves Christ, the more he delights to be with Christ alone. Lovers love to be alone. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Christ, the more his heart will be set to please Christ. Now, nothing pleaseth Christ more than the secret prayers of His people. ‸ ‸“‸O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely” (Song 2:14).‸ And therefore, such a one will be much in secret prayer. The more any man hath of the Spirit of Christ, the more his heart will be set upon glorifying and exalting Christ. Now, nothing glorifies Christ more, nor exalts him more, than secret prayer; and therefore, the more any man hath of the Spirit of Christ, the more that man will be found in secret prayer.
There are many perſons who ſay, they would be more in their Cloſets than they are, but that they meet with many hinderances, many occaſions, many diverſions▪ many temptations, many oppoſitions, many difficulties, many diſcouragements, which prevent them. Ah Friends, had you a greater meaſure of the Holy Spirit upon you, none of theſe things ſhould ever be able to hinder your ſecret trade Heavenward: p. 470 Had you a more rich anointing of the Spirit upon you, you would never plead, there is a Lyon in the way, a Lyon in the Streets; but were there a thouſand400 Lyons between you and your Cloſets, you would either ſtep over them, or make your way through them, that ſo you might enjoy Communion with Chriſt in your Cloſets. But,
- 400. Pro. 26. 13. [dropped from the edition]
There are many persons who say‸ they would be more in their closets than they are, but that they meet with many hindrances, many occasions, many diversions, many temptations, many oppositions, many difficulties, many discouragements‸ which prevent them. Ah‸, friends! Had you a greater measure of the Holy Spirit upon you, none of these things should ever be able to hinder your secret trade heavenward. Had you a richer anointing of the Spirit upon you, you would never plead, “There is a lion in the way; a lion is in the streets” (Prov 26:13). But were there a thousand lions between you and your closets, you would either step over them‸ or make your way through them‸ that so you might enjoy communion with Christ in your closets. ‸
h. Be Frequent in the Serious Consideration of Eternity
Eighthly and Laſtly, As ever you would keep cloſe to private prayer, Be frequent in the ſerious Conſideration of Eternity. O ſee Eternity ſtanding at the end of every Cloſet-Prayer, and this will make you pray to purpoſe in your Cloſets.
Eighthly and lastly, as ever you would keep close to private prayer, be frequent in the serious consideration of eternity. Oh, see eternity standing at the end of every closet prayer, and this will make you pray to purpose in your closets.
O Sirs, every work you doe, is a ſtep to a bleſſed, or to a curſed Eternity. Every motion, every action in this life, is a ſtep toward Eternity. As every ſtep that a Traveller takes brings him forward to his journeys end: So every ſtep that a man takes in the ſecret wayes of Righteouſneſs and p. 471 Holineſs, ſuch as Cloſet-Duties are, they bring him neerer to his journeys end, they bring him neerer to a bleſſed Eternity. Look as every ſtep the ſinner takes in a way of wickedneſs brings him neerer to Hell; ſo every ſtep that a Saint takes in a way of Holineſs brings him neerer to Heaven. Look as every ſtep that a wicked man takes in the wayes of unrighteouſneſs brings him nearer to a curſed Eternity, ſo every ſtep that a godly man takes in a way of Righteouſneſs brings him neerer to a bleſſed Eternity.
O sirs! Every work you do‸ is a step to a blessed‸ or to a cursed eternity. Every motion, every action in this life, is a step toward eternity. As every step that a traveler takes brings him forward to his journey’s end, so every step that a man takes in the secret ways of righteousness and holiness, such as closet duties are, they bring him nearer to his journey’s end. They bring him nearer to a blessed eternity. Look, as every step the sinner takes in a way of wickedness brings him nearer to hell, so every step that a saint takes in a way of holiness brings him nearer to heaven. Look, as every step that a wicked man takes in the ways of unrighteousness brings him nearer to a cursed eternity, so every step that a godly man takes in a way of righteousness brings him nearer to a blessed eternity.
Zeuxis the famous Painter was ſo exceeding careful and curious in drawing all his Lines, that he would let no Piece of his go abroad into the World to be ſeen of men, till he had turn’d it over and over, and viewed it on this ſide and that ſide, again and again, to ſee if he could ſpie any fault in it; and being asked the reaſon, why he was ſo curious, and ſo long in drawing his Lines, p. 472 anſwered, Aeternitati pingo, I paint for Eternity. O Sirs, we all pray for Eternity, we faſt for Eternity, we read for Eternity, we hear for Eternity, we wait for Eternity, we weep for Eternity; and therefore O how curiouſly, how exactly, how wiſely, how faithfully, how carefully, how diligently, how unweariedly, ſhould we be in all our Cloſet-Duties and ſervices; ſeeing that all we do is in order to Eternity! Friends, you muſt all e’re long be eternally bleſt, or eternally curſt; eternally happy, or eternally miſerable; eternally ſaved, or eternally damned; eternally accepted, or eternally rejected: And therefore what infinite cauſe have you, frequently to ſhut to your Cloſet Doors, and to plead mightily with God in in a corner, for the lives of your poor, precious, and immortal ſouls, that they may be eternally ſaved in the great day of our Lord Jeſus. O Sirs, when any hinderances to Cloſet-prayer preſent p. 473 themſelves to you, ſeriouſly remember Eternity, and that will remove them.
Zeuxis, the famous painter, was so exceeding careful and cautious in drawing all his lines that he would let no piece of his go abroad into the world to be seen of men until he had turned it over and over, and viewed it on this side and that side, again and again, to see if he could spy any fault in it. And being asked the reason‸ why he was so curious‸ and so long in drawing his lines, answered, Aeternitati pingo, “‸I paint for eternity.” O sirs! We all pray for eternity, we fast for eternity, we read for eternity, we hear for eternity, we wait for eternity, we weep for eternity. And therefore‸, oh, how curiously, how exactly, how wisely, how faithfully, how carefully, how diligently, how unweariedly‸ should we be in all our closet duties and services, seeing that all we do is in order to eternity! Friends! You must all ere long be eternally blessed or eternally cursed; eternally happy‸ or eternally miserable; eternally saved‸ or eternally damned; eternally accepted‸ or eternally rejected. And therefore, what infinite cause have you‸ frequently to shut ‸ your closet doors and to plead mightily with God in ‸ a corner‸ for the lives of your poor, precious, and immortal souls, that they may be eternally saved in the Great Day of our Lord Jesus. O sirs! When any hindrances to closet prayer present themselves to you, seriously remember eternity, and that will remove them.
It is related of one Pachomius, that whenſoever he felt any unlawful401 deſires to ariſe in his mind. he was wont to drive them away with the remembrance of Eternity.
- 401. Drex. de Eternit. conſid. 8. [dropped from the edition]
It is related of one Pachomius‸ that whensoever he felt any unlawful desires to arise in his mind, he was wont to drive them away with the remembrance of eternity.
The ſame Author relates a ſtory out of Benedictus Rhrexanus, of an ungodly fellow, who on a certain402 night could not ſleep, who up on the ſerious Conſideration of Death and Eternity, and the damned lying in Hell, could not be at reſt, but Eternity did ſtill run in his mind; fa•n would he have ſhaken off the thoughts thereof, as gnawing worms; therefore he followed ſports, and paſtimes, and merry meetings, and ſought out Companions like himſelf, and ſat oftentimes ſo long at his Cups, that he laid his Conſcience aſleep, and ſo ſeemed to take ſome reſt, but when he was awakened, his Conſcience flew in his face, and p. 474 would ſtill be a ſuggeſting ſad thoughts of Eternity to him; of all things in the world he could not bear it, to be kept awake in the night; but ſo it happened, that being ſick, he was kept awake one night, and could not ſleep at all, whereupon theſe thoughts riſe in him, VVhat is it ſo tedious then to be kept from ſleep one night, and to lye a few hours in the dark? Oh what is it then to be kept in torments and everlaſting darkneſs! I am here in my own houſe upon a ſoft bed in the dark, kept from ſleep but one night, but to lye in flames and endleſs miſery, how dreadful muſt that needs be! Theſe and ſuch like meditations were the happy means of this young mans converſion.
- 402. Ibid. con. 5. [dropped from the edition]
The same author relates a story out of Benedictus Rhexanus of an ungodly fellow‸ who on a certain night could not sleep, who‸, upon the serious consideration of death and eternity and the damned lying in hell, could not be at rest, but eternity did still run in his mind. Fain would he have shaken off the thoughts thereof‸ as gnawing worms. Therefore, he followed sports, ‸ pastimes, ‸ merry-‸meetings, and sought out companions like himself, and sat oftentimes so long at his cups that he laid his conscience asleep, and so seemed to take some rest. But when he was awakened, his conscience flew in his face‸ and would still be ‸ suggesting sad thoughts of eternity to him. Of all things in the world, he could not bear ‸ to be kept awake in the night. But so it happened‸ that being sick‸ he was kept awake one night‸ and could not sleep at all, whereupon these thoughts rise in him: “‸What‸? Is it so tedious then to be kept from sleep one night‸ and to lie a few hours in the dark? Oh, what is it then to be kept in torments and everlasting darkness! I am here in my own house upon a soft bed in the dark, kept from sleep but one night. But to lie in flames and endless misery, how dreadful must that needs be!” These and such like meditations were the happy means of this young man’s conversion.
I have read a notable Story of one Theodorus, a Chriſtian young man in Egypt, who when there was a great deal of feaſting, mirth, and muſick in his Fathers houſe, withdrew himſelf from all the company, and being got alone, he thus thought with with himſelf, p. 475 Here is content and delight enough for the fleſh, I may have what I deſire, but how long will this laſt? this will not hold out long; then falling down upon his knees before the Lord in ſecret, he ſaid, O Lord my heart is open unto thee, I indeed know not what to ask, but only this Lord, let me not dye eternally; O Lord, thou knoweſt I love thee, O let me live eternally to praiſe thee.
I have read a notable story of one Theodorus, a Christian young man in Egypt, who, when there was a great deal of feasting, mirth, and music in his father’s house, withdrew himself from all the company, and being got alone, he thus thought with ‸ himself, “‸Here is content and delight enough for the flesh. I may have what I desire, but how long will this last? This will not hold out long.” Then falling down upon his knees before the Lord in secret, he said, “‸Lord, my heart is open unto Thee. I indeed know not what to ask‸ but only this: Lord, let me not die eternally. O Lord, Thou knowest I love Thee. Let me live eternally to praise Thee.”
If there be any way or means on earth to bring us upon our knees before God in ſecret, it is the ſerious and ſolemn thoughts of Eternity. O that the fear of Eternity might fall upon all your ſouls: O that you would all ſeriouſly conſider that after a ſhort time is expired, you muſt all enter upon an eternal eſtate. O conſider that Eternity is an infinite, endleſs, bottomleſs gulph, which no line can fathom, no time can reach, no age can extend to, no tongue can expreſſe: it is a duration alwayes preſent, a being alwayes in being; its Ʋnum perpetuum hodie, one perpetual p. 476 day, which ſhall never ſee light. O Sirs, this is, and muſt be for a lamentation, viz. that Eternity is a thing that moſt men never think of, or elſe very ſlenderly; a ſnatch and away, as Dogs are ſaid to lap and away at the River N•lus. But as ever you would have your hearts chained to your cloſets, and to cloſet-duties, as the men of Tyrus chained their God Apollo to a poſt, that they might be ſure of him, then ſeriouſly and frequently ponder upon Eternity, and with thoſe fourty valiant Martyrs, be ſtill a crying out , O403 Eternity, Eternity▪
- 403. Baſil 40. Martyr. [dropped from the edition]
If there be any way or means on earth to bring us upon our knees before God in secret, it is the serious and solemn thoughts of eternity. Oh, that the fear of eternity might fall upon all your souls! Oh, that you would all seriously consider that after a short time is expired‸ you must all enter upon an eternal estate! Oh, consider that eternity is an infinite, endless, bottomless gulf which no line can fathom, no time can reach, no age can extend to, no tongue can express. It is a duration always present, a being always in being. It is unum perpetuum hodie, “‸one perpetual day,” which shall never see light. O sirs! This is, and must be, for a lamentation‸‸: that eternity is a thing that most men never think of‸ or else very slenderly—‸a snatch and away, as dogs are said to lap and away at the river Nile. But as ever you would have your hearts chained to your closets‸ and to closet‸duties—‸as the men of Tyrus chained their god Apollo to a post‸ that they might be sure of him—‸then seriously and frequently ponder upon eternity, and with those forty valiant martyrs be still a crying out‸, ὦ ἀϊδιότης, ὦ ἀϊδιότης, “‸O eternity, eternity!”
Mr. VVood after ſome holy diſcourſe fell a muſing, and cryed out before all preſent, for neer half a quarter of an hour together, for ever, for ever, for ever. Auſtins Prayer was, Hack me, hew me, burn me here, but ſpare me heareafter, ſpare me hereafter. Certainly if Chriſtians would but ſpend one quarter of an hour every day in the ſolemn thoughts of Eternity, it would make them p. 477 more in love with Cloſet-prayer than ever, yea, it would make them more fearful of omitting Cloſet-prayer than ever, and more careful and Conſcientious in the diſcharg of all Cloſet-Duties than ever.
Mr. Wood, after some holy discourse, fell a-‸musing‸ and cried out before all present‸ for near half a quarter of an hour together, “‸Forever, forever, forever.‸” Augustine’s prayer was, “‸Hack me, hew me, burn me here, but spare me hereafter, spare me hereafter.” Certainly, if Christians would but spend one quarter of an hour every day in the solemn thoughts of eternity, it would make them more in love with closet prayer than ever. Yea, it would make them more fearful of omitting closet prayer than ever‸ and more careful and conscientious in the discharge of all closet duties than ever.
And thus according to my weak meaſure, I have given out all that at preſent the Lord hath graciouſly given in to my poor ſoul, concerning this moſt neceſſary, moſt glorious, and moſt uſeful point of points viz. Cloſet-prayer, I ſhall by aſſiſting grace follow this poor piece with my prayers that it may be ſo bleſt from on high, as that it may work mightily to the internal and eternal welfare, both of Reader, Hearer, and Writer.
And thus, according to my weak measure, I have given out all that at present the Lord hath graciously given in to my poor soul‸ concerning this most necessary, most glorious, and most useful point of points‸: closet prayer. ‸ I shall, by assisting grace, follow this poor piece with my prayers that it may be so blessed from on high‸ as that it may work mightily to the internal and eternal welfare‸ both of reader, hearer, and writer.
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